great day with the youth group yesterday. after church, we got together, and went tubing in the schylkill river. It was a georgeous day out. (cool for some) and about 25 of us went. Everyone was in a pretty chill fun mood as we relaxed down the river. I tried to raise some ruckus but everyone (except ruthy) was so chilled they didn't respond back very much.

We went back to church and I cooked up burgers and dogs as fast as I could. Tons more people showed up for youth group later on, and it was a great night. I had an outline that I feel God gave me - and although it wasnt as prepared as I like it to be, I distinctly heard God's voice saying that he would give me the words. Well I think it worked out ok... I definately felt God directing my thoughts. I hope it made sense to people... it was about doubt, and faith. I just have to trust That God can work through me even despite my weaknesses.

I've decided that I'm a better teacher (small group) than preacher (big group.) I'm more comfortable with it, and I really enjoy discussion - which can't happen when you are preaching. I guess it will be a new challenge for me... to start to learn to be a good preacher. as much as I hate the idea. God moves me to new places, so I got to be flexible. I am so critical of preachers because so many of them are boring. So I know all the things wrong, but can't seem to do a good job myself. It takes preparation, creativity, and good communication speaking skills. dag.
Kristi led worship and did a great job... we will miss her when she is gone (sept-dec)

Went out to eat with the ACTV staff tonight. It was cool, and I decided I like my co-workers alot - we had good conversation. The only problem is that I don't necissarily like being their boss. I wish we just worked together and I didn't have to be the letter of the law around the place. That said, I need to start shaping this place up. We really need to get on the ball with ACTV stuff. It's been pretty slow around here all summer - time to kick up the work.