I found out that my mom read my blog - HI MOM now I know I got to be careful what I write. :) the major problem is that she could tell what time I was writing, and that most of the times were so stinkin late at night (she thinks I should go to bed before midnight... she probably right)

anyway, we went to the pregnant lady doctor today. Our baby is still in the breach position, and they said if he doesnt turn this week, he probably won't... so we went ahead and scheduled for a C-section (our best option I think) February 25th... hmmm sort of wierd. I went to the calendar at work, went to the 25th and wrote "have a baby - 2pm" like I do with all my standard productions. It felt extremely wierd, and Kairsie and I laughed about it. Hopefully the baby will turn, and we can cancel the apointment.

today we had snow again - yeaah - I like snow even though its a pain to remove from the driveway.

I just read this really interesting article about st francis. It really made me think. He was this monk - a pretty radical guy. anyway, he lived a life of poverty - on purpose - and loved people a lot.

"As a sign of holy poverty and humility... build poor little cells of mud and wood... and cause small churches to be built; they ought not to raise great churches for the sake of preaching to the people or for any other reason, for they will show greater humility and give a better example by going to preach in other churches. The poor houses, the little cells, and small churches will be better sermons and cause greater edification than many words."

We just finished building a new sanctuary at church... hmmm we arent a mega church or anything. but I guess the concept is that we don't really need big structures to get closer to God.